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Friday, March 11, 2005

Intense Pain

I was awakened at 4 this morning by excruciating pain. All of a sudden I felt like someone had taken a hammer and pounded it into my head. In my groggy sleep state I thought a burglar had come into the house and had just killed me! I screamed and my husband, dear man that he is, lept out of bed and said, "Jess, are you having a bad dream?" I wish it were something that simple. But, it wasn't. I asked him to get me some fioricet and he rushed to the kitchen to get it for me. I couldn't move because the pain had travelled down my entire body, so he lifted my head and gave me my meds and I swallowed some water, then lay back down to experience the nightmare. Oh, God, it hurt so bad. That's the nightmare of my life and what I have to live with. I couldn't believe how fast it came on.

Today, my head is a little better because of the drugs. I took more fioricet and an Imitrex shot. I'm about to take Phenergan because I'm so damn nauseaous. It'll knock me out. I really want to go to the hospital today, but no one is home to take me, so I have to continue to live with the pain.

Some people may think that I'm just whining. Well, maybe I am. But, I have good reason to. As I've said before, I would trade this pain for just about any other problem in the world. Give me marriage problems, homelessness, remodelling problems, anything but child having a serious disease. Anything. But, this is my particular trial. I just wish the medical community would wise up and gain compassion for the disease and it's sufferers. If I ever get better, I'm going to get on the speaking circuit and work my ass off to educate interns and residents of this problem, so that they'll go into medicine with the knowledge. I've even got my speech planned out. I'm determined that if I get better, I'm going to do this. I'm going to advocate for "my people".

11 Comments:

At 1:20 AM, Blogger Moogle said...

Jess,

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you. I hope you are feeling better!

Hugs,
Tracy

 
At 5:59 AM, Blogger ELW said...

Jess,

I hope your feeling better, I am just now reading your post. I am going through that "hit with a hammer" feeling too and it is H*ll. I like your idea of educating residents and interns...I might just steal your idea if I get better too...

 
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